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(3/26/2025 1:29 AM) Fun fact about me: I'm incredible at fucking things up. Maybe I should just totally isolate myself. Life would be far easier that way. Though I'd die of loneliness pretty quick. Like a rabbit.
Anyways. Enough pity-drowning. Let's talk about something else. Cameras! Recently I played through a game that has been rotting in my Steam library for a while: Life Is Strange. The first episode was good, but seeing Max with her dingy ass Polaroid made me REALLY want one. I found a few similar models on craigslist for around 25-40 bucks. Maybe I'll pick one up after I pay off my debts. It' be a nice addition to my collection. My collection (so far) includes a digital camcorder, 2 older digicams, one Canon film camera, and a pretty standard (albeit older) Canon digital.
Anyways, here's something I've been thinking about.
Lately I've been trying to become a 'better person' (whatever the fuck that means, I'm not an ethics major). But I feel like in the process of trying to improve my behavior and attitude towards others, I've lost a bit of my core personality. Throughout Middle School, and into sophmore year of High School, my whole schtick was being a piece of shit. That's essentially it. Whenever I read through old group chats with friends my first reaction is always "Wow, why the didn't they just ditch my ass?". Real piece of work. I'd like to say I've gotten better since then, but I deffo still have room to improve. Rant over, you can go now. Shoo.